aw.

Bloody hell ! 

Now playing #criminal - britney spears. 

Baby, i just want to tell you. 

 I like you, you're my type. 

now i found you, so imma get chu. 

i like how you say " darling and sayang oi" 

in a gentle way with a sexy voice.  

when you cuddle from the back, i can feel all your 

muscle. 

Boy, don't be too sexy please? :) 

fully packed.

so busy with my holidays, it's like " I HAVE NOT ENOUGH TIME" 

Morning : tuition.  

Afternoon: Gym. 

Night : part time job. 

every night i will be at home by 11:30 pm. 

not late enough? 

i am so freaking tired. 

chase your dreams.

#Nowplaying - Tear us apart. 

The best feeling in the world is finally knowing you took a step in the right direction,
a step towards the future where everything that you never thought was possible is
possible.

have you ever thought about me?

tell me, i don't know. 

" let's stop for awhile " 

oh, bullshit man. 

yes, i miss you. 

when i see you online, i am WAITING for you. 

don't you even know that?

but i realize, by stop thinking about you. 

i have a way, WORK .

broken heart.

 #nowplaying. Tablo - tomorrow. 

I guess, Our relationship is over.  

i took a step out. i'm the one who walk away first. 

hope, you did realize. :'(  

What happen to all those good times? 

We skype laughing out loud, talk softly so that our parents can't hear.

heart to heart stuff? :'(  

 Why are you so weirdly last night at skype? Are you mad at me?!

i waited for you're reply. but you didn't reply me. 

-- 

what does all this supposed to mean right now? 

tired.

i'm so tired. 

working at my restaurant. 

WIRAKU

'

New hair cut, cool enough to get you? :) 

well, malaysia win :) 

#nowplaying  Harimau Malaya - hitam kuning. 

Happy birthday chong chern :) 

i love them.

 there is only 9 here. one missing... she couldn't make it. :"( 

but this is our group picture. i love them alot. 

well, i know each of them very well.  

i love them. <3

it's fine.

everything is just a misunderstand. 

i hope it's true. 

i wish.

what you did to me. 

i wish it wasn't real. 

i wish it was a dream.

i wish whatever i heard today was fake.

He made my day.

#nowplaying. Cascada - Everytime we touch. 

i'm not perfect, so don't judge. 

Today. Best day ever. i saw my favourite boy.Ah hin.

Still never change, still cute & handsome. 

But i never get to take picture with him cause of my mother.

but soon soon ! i will take a picture with him & show you guys

how cute & handsome he is.  i swear if you see him, you will totally 

melt inside and say i love him. AHAHA 

When he talk and smile to me *meltinside* 

-

Happy ending.

#Nowplaying - Miley Cyrus. When i look at you. 

Dear Chin Eng Wei,            

My retard partner, 

My lover partner, 

My Lesbian partner, 

My talking partner,

WHAT ELSE?

think yourself. 

I am now currently still TALKING to you in skype. :)) 

We have been friends for 2 years. But we don't fight a lot. 

but isn't that a good thing? 

one thing i want say to you is " thank you" . 

thank for appearing again in my life when my life was so mess up. 

i remember i almost give up on all my friendship. i remember going thru the worst

friendship in my life, luckily you appear . like saving me out of it. 

that time i couldn't stand anymore, i wanted to walk out of that friendship i had with them.

but really thank to god sending you to me again. i was so happy & touch that you said you were 

coming back to our school. i was so excited . ;') i almost cried. 

After a few week crying for them. i finally get over them. 

 &

 i want to start a new life without them. you help me a lot. 

you were there for me all the time. everyday.  

but if you did not leave that time, it would be better.

but it's okay, now you are back, i am happy. 

there is soooooooo many thing we need to do together right? 

friends are like boobs, to me you are a real boobs. 

cause you're real. 

i really love the way we are now, hope it will never change.

i promise, if one day we really fight till we can't control. 

i'll make it right. 

iloveyoumorethanyoucanimagine. 

So busy.

 PFFFT ! 

I'm gonna start.  Gym & dancing again. 

Decided.

Baby baby, i decided to cut this hair. 

Alot of people suggested this. so i'm doing it. 

i'm also gonna dye my hair. 

-- 

sexy

Pretty and beautiful

'

Hey girls which is reading this. i took this from a website :) 

just want to share abit with the girls here.  

"stop being unhappy with yourself . Stop wishing you look like others or wishing people liked you

liked you as much as they liked someone else. Stop trying to get attention from those who 

hurt you & stop hating your own body, hating your face, your personality & your quirks. LOVE them.

without those things, it wouldn't be you. & why you want to be someone else? be confident with 

who you are. SMILE, it'll draw people in.If anyone hates you before you're happy with yourself then 

you stick the middle finger in the air and say fuck you :P Your happiness and my HAPPINESS won't 

depend on others anymore. Be happy with who you are. 

"All of you are pretty in your own ways." 

OH, I AM SO PRETTY. AHHAHA 

Am i that easy?

i want to ask you a question. 

am i that easy to be forget? it seems like people can get over me so fast.

i am that easy person? or just too friendly?  

i think you, yeah you. gonna leave me soon. 

just like others. :/ 

-- 

so in a bad mood

half dead.

#nowplaying - if i die young . The Band Perry. 

UMM, very very tired today. i worked at my mother restaurant. 

i didn't know it was that hard but yeah it's fun :) 

i earn quiet alot. :) next time whenever i wanna hang out with my friends, 

i have to work to get money. HEY, no easy yknow? 

btw, i am excited for school tomorrow. 

gonna hit the sack now. tata :) 

I'm back

#Nowplaying - wish you were here. Avril Lavigne. 

-- 

i'm finally back. after 10 hours of flight, finally i get to go home. 

sleep on my soft bed. felt so good. today, i went out with my mother . 

i fall asleep & my brother took this picture using my phone. but not bad right this picture? :) 

i was just so tired. 

 & 

i heard school was so boring without me. AHHA. 

not fun without me. LOL. 

but now i am back :) 

so, let's have fun again ! 

the next day, i learn driving using my brother myvi. 

was damn scary, i am so scared to bang on other people car because

i don't have any lessen . :/ 

but i'm gonna start learning driving.

flying off.

Soon, in another 2 hours. 

i'll be going to Japan. 

Damn, i already start to miss all my friends. :') 

i'll come back soon, wait for me. 

there is a family(with is all my friends) dinner after my japan trip. 

EXCITEDD :) 

HALLOWEEN

Halloweeen is tomorrow.  

I don't think i'll be going, but this is my picture of halloween. 

Sexy Vampire? not sexy right -__- 

Sorry, if it is no perfect  

-- 

ACTUALLY I AM NOT LEAVING. :P 

broken heart?

sad face :/ 

Jessie J- Who you are #NP

Today, another bad day for me. i can say " nothing will stay perfect forever" 

everyone ignore me, because they care about me. i can really see that. 

i was touched but also sad. i'm leaving for a week and i already can feel that 

i am gonna miss all of them. 

guys, i am sorry about lying to you guys about that.. 

but i still know you love me. xD 

.. 

we don't belong.

 My all - Mariah Carey #Nowplaying. 

i don't know how should i feel. my heart is so numb. 

i tried so hard to put on a smile, but it is so hard. 

i'm dying inside looking at those pictures. trying to smile when i look at you. 

trying to find someone much better to let you go. 

jason told me " The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care, but I know that’s also the hardest thing to do.' 

but really hard for me. 

my heart is so numb till i can't feel any pain. 

i was wrong.

i shouldn't be there when you need someone the most. 

who was there listening to you when no one does? who was there for you when no one was there was? who was there caring about you when no one does? who was there talking to you when you are lonely? who was there there giving you advice when no one does? i was always always been there for you but you never seem to appreciate a friend like me. so, when i am gone. don't look for me. i totally just wasted my time on you. 

you told me to give you another chance, i gave you & gave you again. 

but you never change. 

I know you will regret what you did , but i am very sure that i won't come back to you. 

i just hope you can leave me. 

now me & you. are no longer best friend like how we used to. 

i hate to break you & i also hate to be the one who has to make the conversation alive. 

what did i do? :(

YOU NEVER TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG AND YOU IGNORE ME.

SO FUCKING COOL AH? 

GO DIE 

GO DIE
GO DIE. 

GO DIE ADZEEM EQWAN o0o

All the memories i had, Never want to end it.

Hurt - Christina #nowplaying. 

The reason why i will never leave it's because of them. 

i don't need to explain much, i bet you can see from all this picture. 

I just <3 them. 

friday always ruin my mood.

ASNIKSONWDKWODNKWNDNWDN
WIND{"WNDWIONWNDC IDWPOJD WOJD
INWCNCWONCVWPEIJFPIW ! 

I really really hate FRIDAYS. 

Liar, please leave me alone. i hope you can change school.

i don't want to see your face anymore. LIAR

what next? leave me behind?

 #nowplaying : demi lovato- skyscraper 

Shazia, Byeee. :") have fun in New Zealand.  

-- 

Boy, what type of lie are you gonna tell me next? can't you be 

honest to me atleast once? it really hurts okay. i already know the truth but i am 

pretending to not know anything. Cause i know you won't admit it. :'( damn. 

this really hurts. i should let you go, cause i know someone else is in your heart & 

 I DESERVE WAY BETTER . 

These people.

These is all those people i care about the most. <3 

Some might be leaving next year </3 know how i feel?  agh. 

one big family with ji muis & brothers. :) 

#Nowplaying - keep holding on. 

Fun but at the end it hurts.

My body is in pain.

   #now playing - i need a doctor.

Pangkor was awesomeee. :')
I miss pangkor, the moment i spend with all my BESTFRIENDDS.

Had a great laugh with all of them every single night. even make mask together at night with the guys. <3

But us, what happen? what happen on the last day? i don't know.
i was dying inside seeing you that at the last day & now i'm missing you.

After a week , you will be gone. Another 2 week, i'll be gone.
we won't get any chance to meet anymore.
I got drunk at the 2nd night. you know who was it for? you.
i'm really dying inside seeing you playing with other girls.

you've been gone for so long.

:) end with great memories.

i don't know. but i miss you.
i feel so empty tonight. but i miss you.
 We was alright but we fight again.
we was alright again but we fight again.  it's my fault i guess.

but today? you never even talk to me. damn, i felt like shit.
& the worst thing is i found out that you lie to me again.
and that lie, makes me love you & hate you more.

Finally it's over.

what do i smell now? FREEDOM ! 

Uh, like finally . 3 years of study , finally end . 

Next year i'm going up to form 4. AH D: 

& sexyyy, i got back my iphone. :) Finally too !

The next thing i'm excited is going to PANGKORR :) 

gtg bye. gonna chitchat with my beloved best friend. 

xoxo,loveyahh :) <3

L.O.L

whut a hot day, gonna switch on the aircon.. 

listen to jazz and take nap. 

<3 

& when i wake up,i'm gonna study Kemahiran hidup for tomorrow exam. 

- -  

Adele - Turning tables #Nowplaying. 

They turn me into a shopaholic.

Adele - Rumour has it. #nowplaying. 

My girls turn me into a shopaholic 

- 

- 

I texted my father 

Father : how is your exam? 

Me : fine, but still scared. Dad? can we meet up 

next week? let's shop together <3

He never reply me.

stuff that we are gonna do after PMR :)

Group study? or just hang out? :) 

take polaroid with all mah darlings <3

shop till the world ends. 

play till we don't even know our own names. 

watch movie till we get bored. 

share all the shoe with my girls. <3

burn our own skin, LOLOL.

have fun at the beach till we get tired. 

overnight at houses. 

HALLLLOOOWEEEEEN PARTY <3 

& 

CHRISTMAS PARTY 

& 

NEW YEAR COUNT DOWN. 

thanks for all the things you guys make me feel.
3 years, we never missed.

i love it this way.

I fucking love my life now,
No stress, no cries. <3

Thanks to all the people who made my life like this.
never complain & you will feel the same way how i do now :)

wonder why god send you to me, for 3 years.
& i really love you this much. Eng wei, you know that.
i remember, we only fight 1 year two times. how great.
it's like we totally understand each other. <3 thanks for not being like others.
thanks for not walking out of my life.
you know how much i help you right? i even know how much you help me.
3 years, yet it still last. if you didn't change school..& COME back this last.
i wouldn't had join those people.
but thank god you came back to our school <3

now i'm back to your side & you are back by my side.

HOW CAN I EXPRESS HOW MUCH  I LOVE YOU MY BUDDY ?:)

thanks to kahman,hwasuan, yiling,kimwah too :)