Sometimes, i feel bad about this.

but i need some time alone.

i think i am in love?

i got so excited when i saw his message. 

i got so excited that he call my phone.

he called my brother phone, just because my phone is off. 

i think his voice is sweet.

i think he is cute in his own way.

i think he is special in his own way. 

but what am i waiting for? 

a perfect guy is just standing infront of me .

i think.

he is many girls dream boy, but he is not my dream type of boy. 

#nowplaying Mandy moore -cry.

we met last year, start hanging out . 

start texting, and start talking on the phone for hours. 

but i didn't knew he felt something. but when i found out, i was happy but

also scared :/ yeah, he did ask me alot alot of time.

but i know, i couldn't handle relationship . 

i asked him what he like about me.

he like about my personality . it has been a long time i never heard someone saying this ( i mean in 

relationship) but i told him i am not those pretty girls that guys die for.

he told me " i am not that type of guy who will go for pretty girls" 

he even told me " i don't want other girls, but i want you. i will get you !" 

he tell me everyday not to think about what other people think .

- - 

today, i said i will be in tesco village. he heard jusco, he waited there more then a hour.

but he didn't told me, his friend told me. 

i felt soo sorry :/ i kept saying sorry sorry. but he wasn't mad at all. 

but i am still sorry. 

he will stay up late for me when i can't sleep.

he will reply my text anytime,even if it is 3 am in the morning. 

whenever he know he made me mad, he will try all types of way to make me smile again.

he always make me feel like i am the only girl in the world.

but i just don't know why, i BLUSH whenever i receive his texts 

or when he calls. 

is this love? <3 

Sports day.

Saw the girls up there? they are all the picture i love and care. 

each of them. 

Sport day today. 

woke up around 7:00 am in the morning. yknow why? lay kuan keep texting 

and calling me to wake up. :P AHHAHAH :P 

oh well, had breakfast with chilam, laykuan, vernhuay, che hing, zheng fong & chong chern. 

at MCD. 

after that, sports day. oh well, as usual is boring and stuff. but i get so excited 

when all the margosa runs. aweeesommeee. :P 

oh well well well. i never get to talk picture with him. i was stunt when he stand infront of me and smile. 

bla bla bla. 

SKIP 

- 

 chilam , khee lim, chong chern, chee sheng, kai xin came to my restaurant for lunch. 

well well, i am excited for monday ! :P 

-- 

love everyone. XOXO <3

FOR YOU.

#nowplaying Linkin Park -What I've done. 

Confused, Depressed, Scared. 

what i do when i see you? Avoid you. 

Why i avoid you, i am scared those words come out from you again. 

yeah, if you know me well. i am sensitive and i cry very easily.

but i try my best to not let people realize i cry. but it's hard.. 

i am also very scared to be alone since young. but i never told anyone. 

to be honest, i really never say anything bad behind you, not even once.

but i can't believe you actually want me to feel left out just because you are left out.

i know you used to be left out, but i was always by your side. everyone knows that.

i know my own ATTITUDE MYSELF. i know it very well. 

sensitive ,bad, rude and more. 

but sometimes, i don't like your attitude .. 

sometimes i don't like the way you treat me..

sometimes the way to act towards me hurt me, but i just keep quiet.

but i never tell you, because i scared i will hurt your feelings.

i want to talk to you, but i am so scared..

if these type of words you can also can say, other worst word you also will be able to say. 

but this time i really hurt, not like just hurt. 

when i heard u say those word, it's like a knife cutting my heart. 

:"( 

i even cried all night.

I'm boring.

just came back from lunch.

had steamboat and chatime w chongchern,chi lam,yewweng,chee sheng,edwin and vern huay.

chong chern drive, of cause.

awesommmeeee man !

but he almost bang a car.. fuck !

skip gym today, my spine hurts like fuck. no choice.. :(

now it's 4 :29 at cc.. drinking chattime,but almost finish.

gonna sit here for i dont know how many minutes.

fuck this shit.



so cool

true, things change.

nowplaying # Nayer feat. Pitbull & Mohombi-Suave.

my life is way better way now.

my friends can drive, they drive me everywhere.

isit that cool? :) ohhwell. 

planning to go to LMAO concert with my buddys.

h

Be grateful .

He is we - Give it all #Nowplaying. 

just watch a video. 

i was touched, like the video just touched my heart. 

& my heart sank. 

<3 be grateful for who you are and you will be love.

jealous.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M20YchaoBWM&feature=related

#forever alone. 

those who have boyfriend, lucky you. :') 

i am so jealous right now looking at those videos. 

yeah, someone did proposed to me, but not the person i have been waiting for. 

i just feel so lonely right now.

I wanna fall in love so badly.

stress

STRESS UP. 

SO BUSY LIKE EVERYDAY. 

I"M SO TIRED TO BE TIRED. 

i need some rest, my body is really tired.