FOR YOU.

#nowplaying Linkin Park -What I've done. 

Confused, Depressed, Scared. 

what i do when i see you? Avoid you. 

Why i avoid you, i am scared those words come out from you again. 

yeah, if you know me well. i am sensitive and i cry very easily.

but i try my best to not let people realize i cry. but it's hard.. 

i am also very scared to be alone since young. but i never told anyone. 

to be honest, i really never say anything bad behind you, not even once.

but i can't believe you actually want me to feel left out just because you are left out.

i know you used to be left out, but i was always by your side. everyone knows that.

i know my own ATTITUDE MYSELF. i know it very well. 

sensitive ,bad, rude and more. 

but sometimes, i don't like your attitude .. 

sometimes i don't like the way you treat me..

sometimes the way to act towards me hurt me, but i just keep quiet.

but i never tell you, because i scared i will hurt your feelings.

i want to talk to you, but i am so scared..

if these type of words you can also can say, other worst word you also will be able to say. 

but this time i really hurt, not like just hurt. 

when i heard u say those word, it's like a knife cutting my heart. 

:"( 

i even cried all night.