flying off.

Soon, in another 2 hours. 

i'll be going to Japan. 

Damn, i already start to miss all my friends. :') 

i'll come back soon, wait for me. 

there is a family(with is all my friends) dinner after my japan trip. 

EXCITEDD :) 

HALLOWEEN

Halloweeen is tomorrow.  

I don't think i'll be going, but this is my picture of halloween. 

Sexy Vampire? not sexy right -__- 

Sorry, if it is no perfect  

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ACTUALLY I AM NOT LEAVING. :P 

broken heart?

sad face :/ 

Jessie J- Who you are #NP

Today, another bad day for me. i can say " nothing will stay perfect forever" 

everyone ignore me, because they care about me. i can really see that. 

i was touched but also sad. i'm leaving for a week and i already can feel that 

i am gonna miss all of them. 

guys, i am sorry about lying to you guys about that.. 

but i still know you love me. xD 

.. 

we don't belong.

 My all - Mariah Carey #Nowplaying. 

i don't know how should i feel. my heart is so numb. 

i tried so hard to put on a smile, but it is so hard. 

i'm dying inside looking at those pictures. trying to smile when i look at you. 

trying to find someone much better to let you go. 

jason told me " The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care, but I know that’s also the hardest thing to do.' 

but really hard for me. 

my heart is so numb till i can't feel any pain. 

i was wrong.

i shouldn't be there when you need someone the most. 

who was there listening to you when no one does? who was there for you when no one was there was? who was there caring about you when no one does? who was there talking to you when you are lonely? who was there there giving you advice when no one does? i was always always been there for you but you never seem to appreciate a friend like me. so, when i am gone. don't look for me. i totally just wasted my time on you. 

you told me to give you another chance, i gave you & gave you again. 

but you never change. 

I know you will regret what you did , but i am very sure that i won't come back to you. 

i just hope you can leave me. 

now me & you. are no longer best friend like how we used to. 

i hate to break you & i also hate to be the one who has to make the conversation alive. 

what did i do? :(

YOU NEVER TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG AND YOU IGNORE ME.

SO FUCKING COOL AH? 

GO DIE 

GO DIE
GO DIE. 

GO DIE ADZEEM EQWAN o0o

All the memories i had, Never want to end it.

Hurt - Christina #nowplaying. 

The reason why i will never leave it's because of them. 

i don't need to explain much, i bet you can see from all this picture. 

I just <3 them. 

friday always ruin my mood.

ASNIKSONWDKWODNKWNDNWDN
WIND{"WNDWIONWNDC IDWPOJD WOJD
INWCNCWONCVWPEIJFPIW ! 

I really really hate FRIDAYS. 

Liar, please leave me alone. i hope you can change school.

i don't want to see your face anymore. LIAR

what next? leave me behind?

 #nowplaying : demi lovato- skyscraper 

Shazia, Byeee. :") have fun in New Zealand.  

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Boy, what type of lie are you gonna tell me next? can't you be 

honest to me atleast once? it really hurts okay. i already know the truth but i am 

pretending to not know anything. Cause i know you won't admit it. :'( damn. 

this really hurts. i should let you go, cause i know someone else is in your heart & 

 I DESERVE WAY BETTER . 

These people.

These is all those people i care about the most. <3 

Some might be leaving next year </3 know how i feel?  agh. 

one big family with ji muis & brothers. :) 

#Nowplaying - keep holding on. 

Fun but at the end it hurts.

My body is in pain.

   #now playing - i need a doctor.

Pangkor was awesomeee. :')
I miss pangkor, the moment i spend with all my BESTFRIENDDS.

Had a great laugh with all of them every single night. even make mask together at night with the guys. <3

But us, what happen? what happen on the last day? i don't know.
i was dying inside seeing you that at the last day & now i'm missing you.

After a week , you will be gone. Another 2 week, i'll be gone.
we won't get any chance to meet anymore.
I got drunk at the 2nd night. you know who was it for? you.
i'm really dying inside seeing you playing with other girls.

you've been gone for so long.

:) end with great memories.

i don't know. but i miss you.
i feel so empty tonight. but i miss you.
 We was alright but we fight again.
we was alright again but we fight again.  it's my fault i guess.

but today? you never even talk to me. damn, i felt like shit.
& the worst thing is i found out that you lie to me again.
and that lie, makes me love you & hate you more.

Finally it's over.

what do i smell now? FREEDOM ! 

Uh, like finally . 3 years of study , finally end . 

Next year i'm going up to form 4. AH D: 

& sexyyy, i got back my iphone. :) Finally too !

The next thing i'm excited is going to PANGKORR :) 

gtg bye. gonna chitchat with my beloved best friend. 

xoxo,loveyahh :) <3

L.O.L

whut a hot day, gonna switch on the aircon.. 

listen to jazz and take nap. 

<3 

& when i wake up,i'm gonna study Kemahiran hidup for tomorrow exam. 

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Adele - Turning tables #Nowplaying. 

They turn me into a shopaholic.

Adele - Rumour has it. #nowplaying. 

My girls turn me into a shopaholic 

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I texted my father 

Father : how is your exam? 

Me : fine, but still scared. Dad? can we meet up 

next week? let's shop together <3

He never reply me.

stuff that we are gonna do after PMR :)

Group study? or just hang out? :) 

take polaroid with all mah darlings <3

shop till the world ends. 

play till we don't even know our own names. 

watch movie till we get bored. 

share all the shoe with my girls. <3

burn our own skin, LOLOL.

have fun at the beach till we get tired. 

overnight at houses. 

HALLLLOOOWEEEEEN PARTY <3 

& 

CHRISTMAS PARTY 

& 

NEW YEAR COUNT DOWN. 

thanks for all the things you guys make me feel.
3 years, we never missed.