tired.

i'm so tired. 

working at my restaurant. 

WIRAKU

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New hair cut, cool enough to get you? :) 

well, malaysia win :) 

#nowplaying  Harimau Malaya - hitam kuning. 

Happy birthday chong chern :) 

i love them.

 there is only 9 here. one missing... she couldn't make it. :"( 

but this is our group picture. i love them alot. 

well, i know each of them very well.  

i love them. <3

it's fine.

everything is just a misunderstand. 

i hope it's true. 

i wish.

what you did to me. 

i wish it wasn't real. 

i wish it was a dream.

i wish whatever i heard today was fake.

He made my day.

#nowplaying. Cascada - Everytime we touch. 

i'm not perfect, so don't judge. 

Today. Best day ever. i saw my favourite boy.Ah hin.

Still never change, still cute & handsome. 

But i never get to take picture with him cause of my mother.

but soon soon ! i will take a picture with him & show you guys

how cute & handsome he is.  i swear if you see him, you will totally 

melt inside and say i love him. AHAHA 

When he talk and smile to me *meltinside* 

-

Happy ending.

#Nowplaying - Miley Cyrus. When i look at you. 

Dear Chin Eng Wei,            

My retard partner, 

My lover partner, 

My Lesbian partner, 

My talking partner,

WHAT ELSE?

think yourself. 

I am now currently still TALKING to you in skype. :)) 

We have been friends for 2 years. But we don't fight a lot. 

but isn't that a good thing? 

one thing i want say to you is " thank you" . 

thank for appearing again in my life when my life was so mess up. 

i remember i almost give up on all my friendship. i remember going thru the worst

friendship in my life, luckily you appear . like saving me out of it. 

that time i couldn't stand anymore, i wanted to walk out of that friendship i had with them.

but really thank to god sending you to me again. i was so happy & touch that you said you were 

coming back to our school. i was so excited . ;') i almost cried. 

After a few week crying for them. i finally get over them. 

 &

 i want to start a new life without them. you help me a lot. 

you were there for me all the time. everyday.  

but if you did not leave that time, it would be better.

but it's okay, now you are back, i am happy. 

there is soooooooo many thing we need to do together right? 

friends are like boobs, to me you are a real boobs. 

cause you're real. 

i really love the way we are now, hope it will never change.

i promise, if one day we really fight till we can't control. 

i'll make it right. 

iloveyoumorethanyoucanimagine. 

So busy.

 PFFFT ! 

I'm gonna start.  Gym & dancing again. 

Decided.

Baby baby, i decided to cut this hair. 

Alot of people suggested this. so i'm doing it. 

i'm also gonna dye my hair. 

-- 

sexy

Pretty and beautiful

'

Hey girls which is reading this. i took this from a website :) 

just want to share abit with the girls here.  

"stop being unhappy with yourself . Stop wishing you look like others or wishing people liked you

liked you as much as they liked someone else. Stop trying to get attention from those who 

hurt you & stop hating your own body, hating your face, your personality & your quirks. LOVE them.

without those things, it wouldn't be you. & why you want to be someone else? be confident with 

who you are. SMILE, it'll draw people in.If anyone hates you before you're happy with yourself then 

you stick the middle finger in the air and say fuck you :P Your happiness and my HAPPINESS won't 

depend on others anymore. Be happy with who you are. 

"All of you are pretty in your own ways." 

OH, I AM SO PRETTY. AHHAHA 

Am i that easy?

i want to ask you a question. 

am i that easy to be forget? it seems like people can get over me so fast.

i am that easy person? or just too friendly?  

i think you, yeah you. gonna leave me soon. 

just like others. :/ 

-- 

so in a bad mood

half dead.

#nowplaying - if i die young . The Band Perry. 

UMM, very very tired today. i worked at my mother restaurant. 

i didn't know it was that hard but yeah it's fun :) 

i earn quiet alot. :) next time whenever i wanna hang out with my friends, 

i have to work to get money. HEY, no easy yknow? 

btw, i am excited for school tomorrow. 

gonna hit the sack now. tata :) 

I'm back

#Nowplaying - wish you were here. Avril Lavigne. 

-- 

i'm finally back. after 10 hours of flight, finally i get to go home. 

sleep on my soft bed. felt so good. today, i went out with my mother . 

i fall asleep & my brother took this picture using my phone. but not bad right this picture? :) 

i was just so tired. 

 & 

i heard school was so boring without me. AHHA. 

not fun without me. LOL. 

but now i am back :) 

so, let's have fun again ! 

the next day, i learn driving using my brother myvi. 

was damn scary, i am so scared to bang on other people car because

i don't have any lessen . :/ 

but i'm gonna start learning driving.