3:41 pm.

Wednesday.


#nowplaying- Words.



So many question, i am talkin to myself.
So much to tell you, and all those regret
but i dont care anymore..

its alright. As i try, as i regret but i can't take back the words i never said..

I can't take back the words i never said. </3

Just being young and stupid.

i am talkin to myself, i dont know you anymore..
I know you caan't hear me anymoree..
it's alright..............
the longer i stand here, the louder the silents
the voice of the wind blow.
It's so loud inside my head.
As i drown, as i regret..

World is so cruel.

3:35 pm.

Wednesday.

#nowplaying -I hate this part.

    Complicated feeling, feeling lost.

No one cares.

 

 Gonna move on.

 

 

 

 

 

I dont need anyone anymore.

None could be trusted.

 

Don't want to end up dissapointed.

 

 

"Dont expect too much from someone, because you will end up dissapointed"

 

 

 

 

 

I want to left this shit hole, and never come back.

I hate this part right now, i never knew things would turn out this way.

I can't take it anymore..

 

 

 

18 may 2013. 

#nowplaying All around the world - Justin Bieber

It's been a while since i blog, but i am back.

i'm now 17 years old. Facing so many problem. 

I'm confused about my feelings, and also scared.

Sometimes, i feel bad about this.

but i need some time alone.

i think i am in love?

i got so excited when i saw his message. 

i got so excited that he call my phone.

he called my brother phone, just because my phone is off. 

i think his voice is sweet.

i think he is cute in his own way.

i think he is special in his own way. 

but what am i waiting for? 

a perfect guy is just standing infront of me .

i think.

he is many girls dream boy, but he is not my dream type of boy. 

#nowplaying Mandy moore -cry.

we met last year, start hanging out . 

start texting, and start talking on the phone for hours. 

but i didn't knew he felt something. but when i found out, i was happy but

also scared :/ yeah, he did ask me alot alot of time.

but i know, i couldn't handle relationship . 

i asked him what he like about me.

he like about my personality . it has been a long time i never heard someone saying this ( i mean in 

relationship) but i told him i am not those pretty girls that guys die for.

he told me " i am not that type of guy who will go for pretty girls" 

he even told me " i don't want other girls, but i want you. i will get you !" 

he tell me everyday not to think about what other people think .

- - 

today, i said i will be in tesco village. he heard jusco, he waited there more then a hour.

but he didn't told me, his friend told me. 

i felt soo sorry :/ i kept saying sorry sorry. but he wasn't mad at all. 

but i am still sorry. 

he will stay up late for me when i can't sleep.

he will reply my text anytime,even if it is 3 am in the morning. 

whenever he know he made me mad, he will try all types of way to make me smile again.

he always make me feel like i am the only girl in the world.

but i just don't know why, i BLUSH whenever i receive his texts 

or when he calls. 

is this love? <3 

Sports day.

Saw the girls up there? they are all the picture i love and care. 

each of them. 

Sport day today. 

woke up around 7:00 am in the morning. yknow why? lay kuan keep texting 

and calling me to wake up. :P AHHAHAH :P 

oh well, had breakfast with chilam, laykuan, vernhuay, che hing, zheng fong & chong chern. 

at MCD. 

after that, sports day. oh well, as usual is boring and stuff. but i get so excited 

when all the margosa runs. aweeesommeee. :P 

oh well well well. i never get to talk picture with him. i was stunt when he stand infront of me and smile. 

bla bla bla. 

SKIP 

- 

 chilam , khee lim, chong chern, chee sheng, kai xin came to my restaurant for lunch. 

well well, i am excited for monday ! :P 

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love everyone. XOXO <3