i think.

he is many girls dream boy, but he is not my dream type of boy. 

#nowplaying Mandy moore -cry.

we met last year, start hanging out . 

start texting, and start talking on the phone for hours. 

but i didn't knew he felt something. but when i found out, i was happy but

also scared :/ yeah, he did ask me alot alot of time.

but i know, i couldn't handle relationship . 

i asked him what he like about me.

he like about my personality . it has been a long time i never heard someone saying this ( i mean in 

relationship) but i told him i am not those pretty girls that guys die for.

he told me " i am not that type of guy who will go for pretty girls" 

he even told me " i don't want other girls, but i want you. i will get you !" 

he tell me everyday not to think about what other people think .

- - 

today, i said i will be in tesco village. he heard jusco, he waited there more then a hour.

but he didn't told me, his friend told me. 

i felt soo sorry :/ i kept saying sorry sorry. but he wasn't mad at all. 

but i am still sorry. 

he will stay up late for me when i can't sleep.

he will reply my text anytime,even if it is 3 am in the morning. 

whenever he know he made me mad, he will try all types of way to make me smile again.

he always make me feel like i am the only girl in the world.

but i just don't know why, i BLUSH whenever i receive his texts 

or when he calls. 

is this love? <3